One has to start somewhere

I posted this on face book in a manifest attempt.  On Febuary 19, 2016.  Not a month later I am researching, documenting and putting the plans into action.  I have a few Latvian friends helping me.

This is what I really want to be doing and can you or someone you know help me?
*Take a rescued draft horse and my rescued dog on the long distant trails of Europe. The 'E4' and 'E3' in particular that goes north to south through the Eastern countries.
*I want to document the journey through 4 ways:
1.)through grannies eyes and what she has seen. Her knowledge of plants and the old traditions. There are hundreds of semi abandon villages where granny is still living her life in harmony with nature.
2.)my own journey with my 4 legged companions and the healing effect they have on my soul and the teachings they give as we heal the life long traumas we have suffered.
3.)as a lone female living against all odds can still make changes within her own life to end suffering in herself, stop the cycle of abuse, not abuse others and share loving kindness and compassion.
4.)we need nature. She is our true mother. We as humans have moved so far from the truth. To show that nature is NUMBER ONE in the scale of our survival, our children's survival, the planets survival, the survival to All beings.
What I need:
*Draft horse 
*4 seasons equipment like sleeping bag, wool thermals and outer shell
*packing équipement-like rope, blankets, feed bag. A few ferrying tools for the horses hooves.
*funding
*contacts to help through border crossings and safe wintering over places
*small tech so I can record voice and video and a small portable computer to upload and make contacts.
*support!!!!
I am:
Well educated in diverse subjects and still studying. I suffer from c-ptsd and now possibly type 2 diabetes. I'm extremely poor living from hand to mouth. Locals consider me a monk because of the way I live. I will starve and give someone in need my last $50 in order to end their suffering or to at least put a smile on their face for a day. I refuse to be indoctrinated into the lie that our current society has been brainwashed to follow and fight for.
Think about it:
How can you help me?
I have nothing.